At points of time, i just feel so inferior to everyone. I don't know why i have such a mindset. But i feel like not much people are concern about how i feel. I feel like a clown most of the times and people come to me just because they want me to make them laugh rather than coming to share their sorrows and being really concern about me. When they ask me things, i can tell that they are more into it as it is a gossip rather than asking because it concerns me.

I want to concentrate. I want to do well in all aspects of life and prove to people who think i am not good wrong.

Maybe i should just learn to be more hardworking and train to have the ability to have a more open-up heart and being able to forgive and forget.

Not to deny, i am someone who can be really selfish and scold someone right behind their back. I am trying to push myself from this me and make myself more forgiving.

I can't say that i need to accept the fact as if i say so, i'd have bad results all the way, not able to appreciate people and not able to go well with people.

I need to work hard.